The knife in the back doesn’t give you pain. It’s the face you see, when you turn around

One too many. But no more. I stand in who i am scars and all. Take me as I am, for the honest person I am, or leave me alone.

I can’t begin to count, because I’m still counting….Way too many times, but I’m learning now that I don’t have to explain myself to anybody IDK if I’ll get to experience that once in a lifetime love the one that loves every broken piece of me I don’t wanna be saved. I can do that myself. Accepted is what I want to be.

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15 thoughts on “The knife in the back doesn’t give you pain. It’s the face you see, when you turn around”

    1. I don’t know if I’m commenting to you or a person that said previous message Thank you How many times do I have to feel this scares forever I can’t even say hello to you and that even hurts awful I miss seeing you everyday I miss watching you girls so I just sit and look at the picture were the trrl is suppose to bpicture with a real supposed to be

    1. Right now I feel like I’ve got a knife in my back. Someone that says he cares about me has proven over and over again that he doesn’t. Iv had to continue to have him around because I cannot get to the grocery store one my own. And I have three dogs to feed as well as myself. When he goes for me though he will stay gone for hours if not all night or day.
      Recently I have received my housing from section 8 and I paid him to help me pack and clean it and move my stuff. He said yes but that he needed the money up front. I don’t usually pay anyone before hand. But he told me he needed it so the he could get groceries. So I gave it to him. And instead of helping me for the last four weeks after I gave it to him. He has constantly started fights with me and then would leave and not come back for three or four days at a time. We have been in traditional housing for the last two years. We have separate rooms. Anyway no matter what I say about it he won’t say a word just continues to pick fights with me and leaving . And the fights are usually over things that are not worth it. I’ve had it with him and now that I have permanent housing I’ve told him to stay away and not come around me or my home. That I don’t need that in my life, especially when I’m trying to get back on My feet

      1. Hi im tina from cols ,ohio love what u have to say so true and honest your saving lifes given people many things to think about love it

  1. I was married for 15 years. Faithfully Honestly. Pure to him in all ways. Raised his daughter as my own since she was 3 (she’s 18 now) She had no mother. I had 3 sons and lost my first husband to a car crash. Married my 2nd husband. 15 years later I went septic. Almost died. Lost my foot. Two weeks later he left and went over the road. Stayed gone nearly six years. I still was faithful. I got a phone call and no explanation just him saying he wants a divorce and that I did nothing wrong but would not tell me why. Left me unable to work w my 3 sons and his daughter which I raised the last 3 years without him. I’ve never felt a knife to the back more than that. Left me broke Broken. Scared and alone. I wish I had an honest loyal man like you.

  2. Brother, and I don’t say that loosely, your videos help me more than you realize! I’m here in Dickinson, ND. Look forward to more!

  3. Hello I’m in North Carolina. I watch your videos all the time and believe you know how to treat a female and I thank you for that

  4. I’ve got so much pain that when I ask for help and no one is there to help me but I had to learn the hard way of not accept no one ever going to be there for me you know I had to more less beg for love but I told myself I was better than that I can only deend on myself when my husband was alive he would do anything to make me feel special I missed that because it’s been two years and 5 monthessine I had a real good hug and loved like he did I want so much to have that again really I wished he was here because I miss the hell of him we were inseparable nothing would tear us apart it was fairy tell that was true I hope ya are understand me why men now days only want one thing and then treat you like dirt and then when afterward you don’t do nothing they change any ways

  5. I pulled it out of myself and tried to understand what was happening. You could do nothing to help me so let me give you your knife back.

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